Life is a mystery... the more you try to understand it... the more confused you end up... its as if the more answers you look for, the more questions that come to mind...

i have no idea what happened to me, and have no desire to return to that lonely and empty place... but it was through that, that i found my true self...
after suffering for so long... i can now show a smile that truly resembles my inner happiness... i was lost and was able to find who i am and genuinely want to become...my heart was broken, my spirits crushed, my soul empty and my mind endless... pain and sadness surrounded me... and hope was no where to be found...the strong but little faith i had, was slowly dissapearing...

but its okay now...i made it... im starting to dream again...my hopes and aspirations have once again been restored...and life seems to run smoothly...

and yet a part of me always feels imcomplete... as if there is something thats always missing, but my eagerness to find it is what keeps me going and ultimately keeps me strong and happy...